Cold.

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I absolutely love the colder or chillier weather patterns! :) It's the best time of the year. Everything is changing and the air lightens and it's simply magical. My winter clothes and cozy clothes are ready for the changes! Winter food is always great too. And spirits are higher too. Just too awesome. Except Flu Shots and sicknesses, that isn't too great... Speaking of diseases, does anyone watch The Walking Dead? Because I do and I Lahve ett!!! I was really excited once we got AMC back, and I had mini marathon with myself to watch all three episodes of Season 3. I have surpassed 350 views which blows my mind! Y'all are fabulous. My blogs are kind of my pride and joy, so I hope some of you if not all enjoy my blog :)

Keepin' this post short and sweet.

Have a wonderful week My Lovelies <3

Indie.

For the longest time I have been in love with everything in the Indie genre. Indie films, Indie music, Indie thoughts. Everything. It really engulfs me. I swear that if I grew up somewhere other than the deep south, like New York or something, I would be the ultimate Hipster. Not the stereotypical Hipster that's so mainstream nowadays that everyone despises, but the true basis of what a true Hipster is. The simplicity and liberal way of being is beautiful to me and I try to embrace it while holding onto my Southern Proud roots. Sometimes I almost wish I was born in a different state, like New York, so I could be my edgy alter-ego. It's hard to embrace both sides of myself. I almost feel as though I'm one person, conditioned to be another. Quite odd, frankly. I read Perks of Being a Wallflower and watched Like Crazy this past weekend and will be going to see Perks in theatres ASAP. I'm very excited haha. All that Indie really pumped me up. It was fabulous. This blog is really a place where I can be myself, and I don't have to please anyone, or be "perfect". It allows me to say what I want, and truly let it all out, and I thank y'all for the views and allowing me that.


"And in that moment, I swear we were infinite."

Have a fantastic week My Lovelies.

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Ugh.

I'm going to go on a small rant of why there are some days when I can't wait for University.

Everyday I go through High School and listen to whiny teenagers. I listen to them complain about First World Problems and how they can't have a social life due to their homework mound, when I know for a fact I have more homework than they do and I'm not complaining. I've always been at a higher maturity level and it's really wearing on me lately, especially since my pet peeve is whining. It drives me crazy because these people don't even try and they complain about EVERYTHING. It makes me wonder why I don't just become a hermit and ignore everyone. On the bright side I know I don't have too much time before I go off to University and have nothing to do with my annoying acquaintances I am forced to deal with day in and day out. It really eats away at me that I'm even classed with these people because I feel like I'm so different. I know that I'm not better than anyone and that's not what I'm trying to say, I just feel so out of place. So, so out of place. I've just about given up even attempting to find a guy in high school and I've always known it was rather pointless to try. The guys I like, like other girls, and the guys who like me, are few and far between plus they're generally not what I want for lack of a better phrase. Sometimes I just really wish I could have that new experience to start fresh and have more experiences and life and just more.

Basically, long story short, I'm full of angst. Oh yeah, the picture is unrelated, I just thought it was neat.

Thanks for reading my rant, have a fantastic week My Lovelies! :)

Words.

Here's my two cents on a matter. It really struck a chord a while back, so I wrote about it, and where better to post it but here?

I could write every word I can possibly think of to describe how I feel, but it will never amount to the emotions I carry. I think that's what's so great about being human. There will never be enough words in any language to completely tell about an emotion or feeling. There's so much that can be said just in one sentence, but no matter what we say it's not complete. That's why no one will ever know exactly how you feel about anything. Sure they can say, "Yeah I know what you mean, I feel the same way, I know how you feel," but they don't. They never will. It's not cynical, or patronizing that humans can't fully communicate everything, it's how it's supposed to be. It's nice. If you could say exactly how you felt all the time, it would save time, yes, but it would ruin the wonderful act of inference and slight ignorance. It's rightly beautiful that we feel certain ways and use other modes of communication to tell what our words can't. I love it. Sometimes it can be frustrating because I can use tons of pages, many many breaths, and so much energy, yet it will never be explained perfectly. I'm glad though, because otherwise, we might totally separate ourselves form others. Quit trying to use others means of communication besides words to understand complex emotions, and then we'd become cold, and lose what makes us human. Emotions and trying to understand them and letting them flow and trying so hard to communicate them is what truly makes us human. Sometimes not being capable of something is greater that being capable in the first place. It's the struggle that counts, not the result.

Have a wonderful week My Lovelies! Signing off.

Booyah!

Super Duper Mega Uber Booyah! I had Region Choir Auditions this weekend and I placed 10th out of 50 girls! I was so excited! That means I get to go to Pre-Area and compete again! I'm ecstatic. I really hope I make it on to Area, but you never know! Lots of hard work for me the nest 5 weeks. :) Choir is all I do LOL.

It's homecoming week this week, which means everyone will be pairing up like Noah's Ark is making another round, and I'll be a forever alone chick, but what's new? haha (: I definitely do not have a problem with that though. :D

Other than my bout of fortune in my choir competition, there isn't much to blog about, so have a Fantastic week my lovelies! (and don't forget to share) (;